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Crystal

Answering to no one, I do what I want. When I want.
A new leader in the fashion industry, I calculate every decision.
Success is my only option.
Until I’m derailed by a powerful savage.
A lethal fighter.
An unrelenting player.
A joker on the outside. Inside, troubled and ominous.
Tanner Grayson is a monster in a cage, on the street and in bed.
Feared by anyone who is sane. I’m clearly not.
He controls everything.
But will I let him control me?


Tanner

Sassy.
Beguiling, with claws that shred.
A smart mouthed fashionista, sparkling brightest in darkness.
Crystal Harding is strong and opinionated, a firecracker.
Challenging my authority, she’s a rare beauty.
I want her.
And I know she can’t resist me.
But will her inner vulnerabilities be able to cope with my brutality?
Fuck it.
I’m a devastating fighter. I fight to win.
This will be no different. I will have Crystal.

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Published July 29, 2019

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Ellie Jean

14 books318 followers
My wonderful life consists of my everyday job and looking after my 3 boys and husband. In my 'spare' time I like to try and do some writing.
I love cooking especially desserts and anything chocolate. I am a self confessed chocoholic!
I also love making craft, painting, drawing, cross stitch and calligraphy. But there isn't much time for these at the moment.
Sometimes I just love to grab a cup of tea and read a good, (maybe erotic) romance novel and have some peace and quiet.

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Profile Image for Teresa Lara.
3,114 reviews47 followers
July 20, 2019
Love this amazing series
Intense emotional broken heart stopping dark and Twisted love story of Crystal and Tanner
So ready for more
Profile Image for April   ♥"LOS" ♥.
2,800 reviews57 followers
July 21, 2019
I love these Savage Shadows!
After watching Slate and Caden fall for the women they love Tanner knew he'd be next. And even though things are hot between him and Crystal he's worried about dragging her into the darkness of his life. But he never expected the shadows to come out and grab her.
Crystal knows Tanner is a dangerous man who doesn't mind getting his hands dirty, but there's just something about him that keeps her coming back for more. But how will she handle it when her life is put on the line because of Tanner and his past? Can she look past the monster and see the man she fell in love with?
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461 reviews50 followers
July 26, 2019
Thanks to my friend Alex and Ellie Jean, I had this opportunity to read this book. This is the third book of series,, The Savage Shadows " and this is a story about Tanner, a fighter, and Crystal, fashionista. This story is full of chemistry, drama, danger... These two are made for each other. I love how Crystal pushes him to the limits and I love his alpha-male attitude and loyalty. I want to read other books of this series and meet Slate, Caden and Ocean ( alpha males ) and lovely Emerald and Lace.

This book can be read as standalone and I highly recommend.

( Ellie Jean , thank you so much for this arc, I really enjoyed )
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378 reviews7 followers
July 29, 2019
Absolutely LOVED Tanner and Crystal!

My Monster is book 3 in the Savage Shadows series by Ellie Jean. While this is part of a series, this is a standalone and can be read without reading books one and two, but why you'd want to is beyond me!

One of my favorite things about Crystal is her strong independence. She is spunky and doesn't take any of Tanner's crap. Yet at the same time she was sweet and submissive with him and it made their relationship very well rounded. The fact that she didn't just chase him around, thought for herself and really evaluated what she wanted from Tanner really cemented my love for her. She is her own person with or without her man and I adore female characters like that.

Tanner is a major alpha, all broody and protective and YUM! He does what it takes to protect his woman. I just loved watching the way he handled Crystal. He really had to wrap his head and heart around letting her figure things out when his baser instinct was to push and shove and make the decisions for her.

There is so much more than just Tanner and Crystal in this story. Edge of your seat danger and lots of laughs with the girls. They are truly trouble together, strong on their own and a force to be reckoned with as a group. Loved that sister bond between them.

I think Ocean is next...and the fact that he is so blatantly against finding a woman is going to make his story that much more. I can't wait to see that man fall. **Insert evil laugh here**

Loved this story, love this series, and definitely keeping Ellie Jean on my favorite author list!

Get you some of this!

5 stars all the way!
Profile Image for Erika P.
1,017 reviews174 followers
July 25, 2019
"I'm an addict. And Crystal is my drug. My euphoria. My illumination. Crystal was saving me, but my world could kill her."

Crystal and Tanner lit up the first two books with their incredible chemistry, off the charts hysterical banter, and left me dying for their story. So much happened to these two, it was INSANE. It left me breathless, often unsure of where the story was heading, yelling at them both throughout, and screaming YAAAAASSSSS at the end!! There were even twists I never saw coming that I had to read a few times because it was so surprising! I love the danger, the twists, and the hotness of these couples, but all that tension is eased by their hysterical antics and they've all been a joy to read!! I absolutely hope we get a book for Ocean next!!

"I was petrified that my heart wouldn't be enough for him. To combat his demons. To calm the beast when it ravaged. To center him like the rings of Jupiter, giving him some light and stability."

~~~Erika, Book Haven Book Blog
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1,526 reviews8 followers
July 22, 2019
Wow these two are intense! Crystal and Tanner are so perfect for each other, he is ALL alpha, sexy, intense and loyal. Crystal is sassy mouthed, and will make him work for it. These two together are explosive. So much happens in this book, love is tested for sure What a great read this was, and holy I can not wait for more of these men.
Profile Image for CeeJay Daisy.
674 reviews16 followers
July 16, 2019
♥️🌼🔥I THINK TANNER AND CRYSTAL ARE MY FAVORITES♥️🌼🔥
MY MONSTER is book 3 of Ellie Jean’s Savage Shadow Series.....And you can read it as a stand-alone, but if you haven’t read the first 2 books, don’t miss them...The Savage Shadows are like an MC only with hot muscle cars... and the four guys are all hot, possessive and all alpha males...and the women are strong, sassy and can’t do what they’re told....makes for some good punishments....♥️🌼🔥
MY BASTARD is Slate and Emerald’s story, MY DEVIL is Caden and Lace’s story, and MY MONSTER is Tanner and Crystal’s story, and I think MY MONSTER is my favorite...Although I really do like the others, and I can’t wait to read Ocean’s story......♥️🌼🔥
This series is full of action, blood, love, and lots of heat....and I couldn’t put it down...♥️🌼🔥
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330 reviews29 followers
July 25, 2019
“But for the moment, I’m his possession and he’s my monster to toy with” crystal

Not all monsters are hiding in the dark; sometimes they are right in front of you claiming you. But he is my monster for a reason. Crystal has yet to learn but will soon figure out that Tanner is the Monster that she needs. Tanner is a Domineering take the bull by the horns man who will do everything to protect what’s his even if blood is spilled. Tanner and Crystal’s story is fast paced with action, love, hate, and so much suspense it will have you griping the steering wheel going from 0 to 100 quicker than you can turn the page.

“I already was soulless, a sinner, someone who couldn’t find redemption.” Tanner

Ellie Jean’s My Monster is a truly amazing ride, this book follows Tanner and Crystals story along with the characters from the previous books, I love how she continues to impress me and keep me interested in her Characters. The book and the world Ellie has created are superb and I for one can’t wait to read more from these characters, and Ellie Jean.
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1,843 reviews
July 20, 2019
My Monster is book 3 in the new Savage Shadow series and the third book I've read by the talented author Ellie Jean. But definitely won't be the last. In book one we met the 4 alpha dangerous members of TSS, Slate, Ocean, Tanner and Caden plus 2 sexy sassy ladies, Emerald and Crystal. Book one is also Slate Saxe and Emerald Sawyer story. In book two the story is about Lace Baxter and Caden Draycott. Now, book three is about Tanner Grayson, a fighter and Crystal Harding, a smart mouthed fashionista. Their chemistry is savagely off the charts, they are made for each other!!The story line is a bit darker than the previews books but very well written and full of action, drama, danger, violence, suspense, great past characters, lots of twist and turns, bit of humor and lots of steamy sex. NO SPOILERS!! 1-Click now! You wouldn't regret it! Highly recommend this book. Tanner is my new book boyfriend!! Can't wait to read Ocean's story!!!
Profile Image for Sophie Ruthven.
1,963 reviews139 followers
July 20, 2019
Been looking forward to this story simce I first saw Crystal's sass and it did not disappoint.
Just like book two in series it's full of bombshells and drama that you don't want to miss.
Now that we are deep into the series the author is definitely not holding anything back in the suspense department, you'll be hooked from cover to cover.
Definitely a one click.
Profile Image for Jean Dewsbury.
772 reviews14 followers
November 18, 2020
I absolutely loved My Monster. It can easily be read as a standalone book.

The story is about one strong willed stubborn sexy fashion designer named Crystal Harding and Tanner Grayson a man like no other. Tanner's strength his control is a lethal weapon, who is fiercely protective of those his considers family, however the darkness he has within is controlling and frightening.

This story is filled with plenty of action drama, darkness, suspense and passion that has no limit.
The sexual chemistry and emotions that develop are intense. The characters are amazing, complex captivating and exciting. I can't wait to read and learn more about the Savage Shadows.
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1,561 reviews1 follower
July 4, 2020
Holy amazeballs! Tanner and Crystal's story is hot! It's dark and gritty, sinfully arousing, a little angsty and the perfect amount of suspense that keeps the reader glued to the pages. I really loved the fact that the author included Epilepsy in this novel as being a sufferer of it myself. It isn't something that is acknowledged much and most people don't know enough about it. This entire series, which can be read as standalones, is one that I highly recommend. I'm looking forward to reading more books by this impressive author!
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1,157 reviews40 followers
July 30, 2019
4 Star
Review by Leah
Late Night Reviewer
Up All Night w/ Books Blog


Turbulent, brooding, protector, a typhoon of emotions is what comes to mind when I think of My Monster by Ellie Jean. This book has me in a bit of a conundrum. I absolutely LOVE Tanner. His dark, sinful, alpha-dominate self is just mouthwatering. I just don’t think I connected well with Crystal and I really wanted to. There is more to her, I know there is and it left me wanting more from her.

Tanner is just delish. A Monster. A deadly Monster. A man of few words but he knows what he wants and just takes it. Who is going to stop him? No one. Crystal is a headstrong, intelligent businesswoman. But they always say opposite attracts. And the connection between Tanner and Crystal is fire. The chemistry between them is on point.

I think about ¾ into the book I finally felt like I started to dive into the actual characters of Tanner and Crystal. I was allowed into their minds and their inner thoughts, finally. Yes, the chemistry was hot but I want to know what brings these two polar opposites together besides being hot as hades together. Also, I think this is where more of the darker side of Tanner shows. Along with the darker side of the Savage Shadows comes out.

The twists and turns start off running in this book and you need to hold on because it does not stop until the end. I love this series. I just could not get the flow of this book and so many twists had me second-guessing what I was reading. The ending will have you saying “Hold Up. Wait a second. I need more!”

***ARC received in exchange for an honest review.***
Profile Image for Phyllis Wolford.
1,489 reviews
July 29, 2019
They met thur their friends and it was an instant attraction with the normal love/hate vibes, thrown in for good measure.
He is the enforcer for the Savage Shadows, and she is a smart mouth fashionista,with a body to die for.
They come together,first as friends with benefits and then as a team.
There is trouble for the Savage Shadows, and she and the other women in the group are targets.
To find and protect them he turns into a monster,and she sees it. He is afraid that she wont want him anymore. When she is hurt , he will hunt down and destroy anyone and anything to get to her.
She knows he’s a monster, but she claims him as her monster. Through their love he becomes hers forever and she his.
Profile Image for Michelle.
253 reviews
July 30, 2019
This book is the story of Tanner and Crystal. We also get to see what happens with the characters we met in the previous books in the series. It’s a story full of action and suspense at times. It even made me cry at some point. Overall, it is a wonderfully told story with ups and downs, action, lust, love, sadness, a little bit of every imaginable emotion weaved into the story and making the reader feel what the character is going through. I love Ellie Jean’s writing and her books are some of the best. She is one of my favorite authors. This book is worth is 5+ stars!
Profile Image for Elysian Fields.
2,041 reviews34 followers
July 28, 2019
Yet another fantastic read from this author. My Monster is a gritty hot read with tension, and pull. I loved Crystal and Tanner as individuals characters, but holy wow! When they get together… *fans self* Tanner alone kept me dreaming of smexy alphas and steamy dreams.

The way this book starts and ends is nothing short if a ride and what an enjoyable one it is. This author knows how to hook the reader and not let go! We do reconnect with past characters but this can be read as a standalone. I am excited to see the other men get their loves because each story is better then the last! I received an ARC and I am leaving an honest review.


Profile Image for Cheyenne.
158 reviews46 followers
July 29, 2019
My Monster was another great read by Ellie Jean. I am loving this series! This is the third book in the Savage Shadows series and this story makes it hard to pick a favorite now. It is a dark, twisted book with great characters. Tanner and Crystal make such a great couple, they are complete opposites but complement each other so well. This was a story I did not want to end but couldn’t put down. I look forward to reading more by Ellie Jean in the future and would highly recommend this book and this series if you have not read it yet!
Profile Image for Missy Brown.
1,499 reviews25 followers
July 30, 2019
I love this series and reading about a good Alpha Male. This series, yeah has some bad a@@ alpha males. Some might even call them/one a monster!
My Monster tells the story of Tanner and Crystal, finally!!!! These two have off the charts chemistry, and I for one loved their wild ride. So much happens with the plot, them, twists and turns, and just really a great freaking read.
And honestly who wouldn't want to have their own personal monster?
Profile Image for Jenny  (Jenz Book Jewels).
424 reviews15 followers
July 26, 2019
Book 1 My Bastard you get Slate and Emerald, book 2 My Devil you get Caden and Lace, now it's time for Tanner. 

This book is dual POV, it's hot, savage and a total page turner. 

Tanner Grayson and Crystal
Causal sex on demand, no-strings relationship, or is it? 

He's a brute force to be reckoned with, she's sassy and too sexy for her own good.

Tanner needs to figure his shit out and decide if one woman can be forever and Crystal doesn't know if she can trust him to keep it in his pants.
But all of their issues might not be their biggest dilemmas when The Savage Shadows have enemies at every turn waiting to pounce and get revenge.

Will they get their HEA? 

I can't wait to see what Ocean's story will be. 
Profile Image for Wendy Livingstone.
16.8k reviews200 followers
July 28, 2019
This is the 3rd book in this awesome series, and is Tanner and Crystal’s story. Tanner is a possessive and domineering fighter, and Crystal is a feisty fashionista, and the chemistry between them is explosive. This is a well written tale which is gripping, thrilling, intense, dark, violent, emotional, and with witty banter, suspense, twists, danger and love. I was totally captivated throughout this addictive page turner, and I highly recommend for all.
Profile Image for Carolyn.
1,662 reviews6 followers
July 23, 2019
This is the 3rd book in this series. I haven’t read the first 2 but had no problems reading this as a stand-alone. I enjoyed it a lot. This book has a man willing to kill to keep his friends and loved ones safe and just because he feel like it when he gets into cage fights essentially a monster. It also has a woman that is a little spit fire fashionista who says what she thinks and captures the heart of a monster. There are plenty of really bad criminals, lots of blood and fights and killing. There are also lots of hot steamy steamy scenes that will leave you hot and bothered. The only problem I found with this book is it’s written about action in the LA area but the lingo is definitely from the UK. It was not enough to take a star away but still a distraction.
Profile Image for Maria Vela.
113 reviews4 followers
July 29, 2019
Tanner and Crystal story was intense and steamy. I couldnt put this book down and loved every second of it.
Profile Image for Dee Shelvey.
186 reviews6 followers
July 31, 2019
Crystal is a strong willed woman who doesn't let anyone tell her what to do. She is a love'em and leave'em kind a girl. She is hard working and getting her carreer off the ground. She doesn't need or want a man, but this monster is pulling out all the stops to try and impress her.

Tanner one of the Savage Shadows, kneels to no one. He believes himself to be the true defination of a monster. But he has found something that he can't get enough of, and is willing to fight for what he wants. Can he fight hard enough to convince her that the monster inside is worth loving.

Ellie has put out another fablous story, it is page turning, steamy, witty. you won't be able to get enough of these two!
474 reviews10 followers
July 23, 2019
Okay, so let me tell you, I love the Savage Shadows so much! Tanner and Crystal may very much be my favorite couple though, although I think I say that after every one of Ellie's books.

These guys are total Alpha A*holes, and these women take no crap. Crystal may let Tanner think he's the boss, but come on, she is amazing. And while I'd love to let you know my favorite scenes, they would be total spoilers. There is one amazing moment after another, and just when you think you can't be surprised again, you are.

I honestly can't wait to see what happens next, but seriously, Tanner and Crystal will have you needing to put the a/c on high!
Profile Image for Heather Dee.
413 reviews
July 24, 2019
Omg I'm in love with this this series this book was amazing....

This author Ellie Jean has an amazing talent with her writing and I can't wait for more from her !

Where do I start ....this book has everything hot alpha males kick ass females twists and turns I didn't see coming and a lot of sexy times I for one couldn't ask for anything more I absolutely loved it definitely a must read !

1,272 reviews
July 25, 2019
I was anxiously waiting for this story and I was not disappointed with it at all. I loved every minute of reading this. The storyline kept me on the edge of my seat with wanting to know what happened next. It was intense but fantastic. I loved it so so much. I can't recommend this book enough.
Profile Image for J. Lynn.
Author 22 books242 followers
July 24, 2019
Tanner and Crystal are explosive in this book. They both are smart, witty and they work well together. They have a connection that most people dream about and their chemistry is off the charts.

Definite must read.
Profile Image for Gina Burkart.
2,728 reviews48 followers
July 25, 2019
What a hot steamy dark read that will have you loving this book. This is a strong love that they fight against each other a push pull love.
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